.Monday, May 28, 2007

Ok.. Well If u dun really wanna read crappy sad life.. den .. change the webby...^_^

2day.. i finally realised.. that.. i totally changed alot.. and at first... i thot it was the people around me... then .. after much thinking today.. i realised that it was me who changed...

And Seriously.. CHANGED... lyk how.. i used to have so much fun doing nothing.. but now.. at the front of my computer screen.. i'm lookin lyk a fag... while .. i used to be lyk.. i juz won a million dollars starin at the com...><..

Its the holidays.. but.. it does'nt feel like it anymore... theres nothin to do... no place to go... no one to go with... nothin to watch... life is really really..gettin boring.. and i'm lyk .. only 14 3/4 ? ... man thats fcked.. imagine being 50+ .. i think i'll be gone by then...ha..

and how.. i really dunno how to talk to people now.. when last time.. it was lyk.. i could talk as if .. the way i could walk.. now i can't even climb stairs properly.. wifout trippin.. sux ?...haha..

Now.. i really dunno how to get back to my old roots.. lyk when i was so happy..bubbly... i mean.. wats the point of havin everythin in the world.. but happiness?... i mean.. even if i was rich and..not happy.. i rather be poor wif happiness...

really wish i could go back to my usual self.. not so serious.. still joke-able .. not so ..... lyk wat i am now.. and Hell Lot HAPPIER...

o YES!... and now i stone lyk 10x more than i used to... mayb its my mid-life crisis?... then i'll die at 30 .. long life span..haha...

Well.. guess till here.. any other problems.. i'll juz go and type on another day... BB.. dun be as sad as me..plx..^_^
{10:30 PM}